Saturday, November 13, 2004
Once upon a time, there live a ger who is crazy and weird....her name is NG BEE PENG
Well..........days are so sianz........haiz i started to miss my secondary school frenz againz.........i miss them all alot!!!.......alot!!!!......alot!!!!!.........i miss Jing Han....Ling Li....Meiyi......and Ah Sing........wo hao xiang ni men arhz...........ni men you mei you zai xiang wo....hai shi ba wo gei wang le......sob.....hmmmm..........todae wo he ta mei yuan fen......he sms me....say wanna see whether we got fate ma.....see can meet on MSN ma........hmmmmm.......actually i intend to log in at 1pm....but den....i was too eager to see him online and i log in at 12.35pm....yepz...we got no fate.....i didnt saw him there.........and i log off.......and den 10 min later.........i decide to log in againz...coz i was wondering whether at that moment i log off...he might have logged in.......BUT.......another disappointment he is not there..........and den.......i need to go out wif my mum liaoz........haiz......really no fate........well....this is onli just a "game"........but i dun know why i tend to take it so serious.....tat i feel sad abt this kind of hmmm "thing"............not veri sad but more of worry.........i guess i am mad lahz..........lolz........i guess i had fallen for him........until too DEEP liaoz.........until i cant even control myself.........and before i went out.........i sms him......i thought he will not reply me.......but he DID!!!!!!!! lolz....he asked me wat time i coming home.......tat time i was in bus 199.......i was smiling away.......i dun know why i felt happi abt tat......is like hahaha....dun know lehz......i always got this kind of weird but happi feeling whenever i receive his SMS.........maybe this is LOVE?!....lolz.........den after a long shopping wif my mum.......not veri long actually...lolz.....we went to sembawang........just to taste the seafood my mum heard from the broadcast...........bad luck......cant find the stall....i guess she heard wrongly......hahaha...........Den.......when i reach home.......the first thing i do is ONLINE........to see whether he is there.........and.......................HE IS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!.......lolz...........i was so happi when i saw his nick there........lolz............is this count as FATE?....haahah i dun know...........well........a promise to myself tat..........he will be my last one........ =)
Here @ 10:50 PM
