Tuesday, November 30, 2004
wat a boring day.............. i looking forward for chalet...
i am rotting.........lucky tomolo going out.....or else.....i will start to grow FUNGUS....lolz........heehee cya guys!!!! KENNETH IS SO LAME......lolz.........I MISS AMY....long time nv see her liaoz..........HAO XIANG NI ARHZ
Here @ 12:11 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
When i was young...........
Heehee.........todae go pai pai wif my mummy, San yi....Ah meiz....and AH BOI.......lolz....well quite fun lahz..........keep joking wif my mum.......lolx.........hahaha.........den eat alot todae toooo.......The temple never change at all...still the same......thought the building were all worn out but i still remember clearly....how i use to play around there........and the swing at the back is still there heehee.....i use to sit it wif my jie jie.......hmmmmm.....well...i asked my mummy a lot of qns todae....ask her why must pray wif joss stick...why must do this....why must do tat.........hahaha den she is so irritated...but hahah she never angry at all......lolz.....she just keep saying *Ah meiz arhz.....dun ask lahz(in hokkien)*....hahaha den i keep luffing...........den.....when she call me go and pray.........i pray for alot of ppl..........i pray for amy my +nu er+, doreen, tricia, kenneth, zhang jie my +dear+, and many many more plus my family members ----to be safe and happy always.......... i pray wif my eyes shut........and pray it wif my heart.......and i was standing.... when i open my eyes.......my mum was luffing at me....coz she was wondering why i pray so long........hahahah..........a bit pai seh sai........hahaha......heehee.......den i start to tok wif my cousin......AH BOI is my mum godson........hahaha my mum use to look after him........so he and me plus my jie.....veri close....i treat him like my real brother....lolx..........hahaha........ we tok abt past.......like how we ganna punish by my mummy when we are naughty......u know.........we got to kneel down and pull our ears.....lolz.....i now think liaoz wanna luff.........hahaha.........i miss those childhood life..........heehee
Here @ 8:25 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
U ALWAYS BRIGHTEN MY DAY..............
TRIC JIE JIE IS BACK...........i miss her so much........and she finally had come back!!!!!!!!! heehee.........must go out one day...hope to see ya soon............hmmmmmmm todae....went to Pasir Ris.......for the Wild Wild Wet Job.........hope will be employed ba........heehee......i have a FULLLLLLLLL and DELICIOUS DINNER tonite.........wif my laogong at TIONG BAHRU MARKET......lolx.........hahaha so long nv eat till so full liaoz....heehee........i enjoy my dinner wif u tonite.........we ate SATAY........JUI GEK.... oops i dun know how to spell..... =x lolz........and I ate duck rice.....WOW tats was so nice.....YUMMY!!! and laogong ate HOKKIEN MEE.......hahaha thks for the PRAWN dear!!!!! heehee......... next time wanna bring NU ER along......lolz........heehee.........NU ER MA MISS U heehee
Here @ 11:54 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
I WANNA BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!
Here @ 12:15 AM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Once upon a time, there live a ger who is crazy and weird....her name is NG BEE PENG
Well..........days are so sianz........haiz i started to miss my secondary school frenz againz.........i miss them all alot!!!.......alot!!!!......alot!!!!!.........i miss Jing Han....Ling Li....Meiyi......and Ah Sing........wo hao xiang ni men arhz...........ni men you mei you zai xiang wo....hai shi ba wo gei wang le......sob.....hmmmm..........todae wo he ta mei yuan fen......he sms me....say wanna see whether we got fate ma.....see can meet on MSN ma........hmmmmm.......actually i intend to log in at 1pm....but den....i was too eager to see him online and i log in at 12.35pm....yepz...we got no fate.....i didnt saw him there.........and i log off.......and den 10 min later.........i decide to log in againz...coz i was wondering whether at that moment i log off...he might have logged in.......BUT.......another disappointment he is not there..........and den.......i need to go out wif my mum liaoz........haiz......really no fate........well....this is onli just a "game"........but i dun know why i tend to take it so serious.....tat i feel sad abt this kind of hmmm "thing"............not veri sad but more of worry.........i guess i am mad lahz..........lolz........i guess i had fallen for him........until too DEEP liaoz.........until i cant even control myself.........and before i went out.........i sms him......i thought he will not reply me.......but he DID!!!!!!!! lolz....he asked me wat time i coming home.......tat time i was in bus 199.......i was smiling away.......i dun know why i felt happi abt tat......is like hahaha....dun know lehz......i always got this kind of weird but happi feeling whenever i receive his SMS.........maybe this is LOVE?!....lolz.........den after a long shopping wif my mum.......not veri long actually...lolz.....we went to sembawang........just to taste the seafood my mum heard from the broadcast...........bad luck......cant find the stall....i guess she heard wrongly......hahaha...........Den.......when i reach home.......the first thing i do is ONLINE........to see whether he is there.........and.......................HE IS THERE!!!!!!!!!!!.......lolz...........i was so happi when i saw his nick there........lolz............is this count as FATE?....haahah i dun know...........well........a promise to myself tat..........he will be my last one........ =)
Here @ 10:50 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
A Couple's Heartbreak
A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the apple of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open. He was late for work so he asked the wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. The mother, preoccupied in the kitchen, totally forgot the matter.
The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle and, fascinated with its color, drank it all. It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed, the mother hurried him to the hospital, where he died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how to face her husband.
When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just four words.
What do you think were the four words?
The husband just said "I Love You Darling"
The husband's totally unexpected reaction is proactive behavior. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the mother. Besides, if only he have taken time to keep the bottle away, this will not have happened. Nopoint in attaching blame. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.
Sometimes we spend time asking who is responsible or who to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. We miss out some warmth in human relationship in giving each other support. After all, shouldn't forgiving someone we love be the easiest thing in the world to do? Treasure what you have. Don't multiply pain, anguish and suffering by holding on to forgiveness.
Here @ 6:08 PM
MEANINGFUL STORIES
Time And Love
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others, including Love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. All the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked Richness, "Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere."
Love then decided to ask Vanity, who was passing in a beautiful vessel, for help. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you," Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but I just need to be alone now."
Then Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.
Love began to cry. Then she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?" Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
Here @ 6:04 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
I AM JUST SIANZ.........
haiz.....this holiday dun know why so sianz.........i like eveyday oso online.......online till i am so sianz.........and talk till nth to tok like tat.........haiz.......i sianz till i am depressed........i now onli looking forward for my chalet.......on 9 dec to 11 dec........and my working days........hmmmmmm.........i feel tat i am veri bo liao sometimes........bo liaoz.... till do stupid things......hahaha.......well......lucky tomolo going out....or else i dun know wat i gonna do at home....................I MISS U AMY.....lolz.....i like long time nv see like tat....LOL....yay! tomolo can see u liaoz............todae......i went for a nap.........coz i really nth to do........i slept for 3 hours......and when i wake up is JUST so dark in my room.....i thought is already 12 plus but lucky is onli 8 plus.........haiz..........hmmmmmm.............dun know why todae so moody.......kai xin bu qi lai.....hope tomolo wont be like tat......... SMILE BEEPENG.......
Here @ 9:31 PM
Ta Hai Bu Dong--------S.H.E
yao shuo she me
bei zi dou yi jing kong le
bi shang yan jing
xin li xia qi da xue
tian han you di dong
shi bu shi dao le
ai qing jie zhang de shi hou
zhi sheng xia ge zi mai dan de ji mo
wei she me dang wo tui kai men
ta men you lai la zhu wo
[Chorus:]ta hai bu dong,
hai shi bu dong
li kai shi xiang yao bei wan liu
ru guo kai kou na jiu shi
wo yao lai the wen rou
ta hai bu dong,
yong yuan bu dong
yi ge yong bao neng dai ti suo you
ai jue dui neng dai ti suo dong yao wo
yao yong she me
rong hua zhe yi pian ji mo
zai si zhou de long keng qi lian tan xi
hua zhe yan piao zhou
guo qu zhong zhong
zai xin li gun cheng xue qiu
pa hai mei shuo hua lei jiu hui xian liu
ai bu shi ta gei de bu duo
shi bu zhi dao wo yao she me
[Chorus]
dou shi bei le tai
duo de xin yuan
liu xing cai hui die de na me zhong
ai tai xin ye you
zui hui de shi hou
[Chorus]
zai di yi shi jian zhen jiu wo
Here @ 10:21 AM
