Saturday, October 02, 2004
Haiz......i dun know wat i thinking...i dun understand myself....i am a weird ger...
Ppl say...the only one person who truly understands u....is YOU...yourself....but for me......i dun understand myself at ALL.......i dun know wat i thinking sometimes.......i dun know wat i really wan....i dun know wat are the goals in my life...i dun know the meaning of my life....i dun know....everything...even sch work....i like so lost........haiz........i really dun know lorz............everytime i just trying to escape....ESCAPE AND ESCAPE......and just dun dare to face my problems......i onli know how to avoid AVOID and AVOID..........i lost my courage...i lost my love.....i lost my spirit.....i lost my memories............all i am left wif........is a BLANK mind......a BLANK life.......everything is BLANK.......and i am too tire to start all over again.....
Here @ 1:40 AM
