Sunday, October 31, 2004
Finally Found--------Honey
Ooh ooh ooh
I can't believe you're here with meAnd now it seems my world's completeAnd I never want this moment to endI close my eyes and still I seeMy dreams become realityAnd now I know how it feels to be in loveI prayed so many nights that you would come my wayAn angel from above to light my darkest dayI think it's time for you to hear these lines'Cos there's something I want to say
I finally found what I've been looking forAnd now you know I'm going to love you moreHold me tight 'cos it's always been you(It's always been you)To think that you were always there (always there)To be my friend and wipe away my tearsNow it's clear that it's always been you
Sometimes you don't expect that friendsCan become lovers in the endOnly God knows what the future will bringSo hold me close and don't let go'Cos this is love boy, don't you know?And we're gonna be together for eternityI prayed so many nights that you would come my wayAn angel from above to light my darkest dayA love so strong it can't be wrongIt's with you that I belong
Here @ 12:24 AM
Saturday, October 30, 2004
YAY!!!!!! wo jue de wo hen xing fu.......LOL
heez.....yupz yupz.....wo jue de wo hen xing fu.......coz i got so many ppl care for me.......hahaha
i got amy wo de bao bei nu er....doreen wo de ma ma.....tric jie jie.......and wo de zhang da jie....LOL.......or zhang da sao.....he sure "k" me de.....lolz.......heehee.......hen kai xin......LOVE U ALL LOTS.....but love zj more lahz......hahahah....hmmmmmmm.......sianz....i now having my studio project......so so so TIRING.......everydae draw draw draw........i onli looking forward for BREAK time....coz can see someone lahz.......LOL......erm......you dian err xin....hahaha......
well todae i went to ART FRENZ wif my pig.........and we took neo print....wow......wo de bao bei.....i like them so much...hahaha.......and the chocolate too......hahaha THKS dear!!!!! hmmmmm den i went to my ah ma hse...sianz........ganna bully by my cousin againz.......wat lew..he poke my eyes and he kicked me so many times.......stupid man.....scold him oso no use......sianz.........HMMMMMM i start to miss my SIS.....lol.....she is in NUS hostel now.......i bet there must be quite boring and scary lor.......hahaha.......well jie jia you...study hard worZZZZ
Here @ 11:04 PM
Always Come Back To Your Love
Yeah, check it outWhat, what, what, whatUh, you like that? UhCome on yeahUh, no doubtBreak it
I've been up and down (uh, what)Been going round and round (uh)I've been all over town (wha-what,uh)But I'll never ever find somebody new for sure(Yes, yes you are, left to right, yesYes you are and rock you all night)
Show me where I belong tonight (all night)Give me a reason to stayNo matter if I go left or right (left to right)I always come back to your love
I've been high and low (uh)I don't know where to go (no, baby)Because I love you so (you like that)And I'll never ever find someone like you for sure(Yes, yes you are, left to right, yesYes you are and rock you all night)
Show me where I belong tonight (all night)Give me a reason to stay (I need a reason, yeah)No matter if I go left or right (left to right)I always come back to your love(Back to your love, yeah)WoahNo matter if I go left or right (left to right)I always come back to your love (yeah)Woah
Show me love tonightI'm going left to rightNo matter where I goI always find your love
Show me where I belong tonight (all night)Give me a reason to stayNo matter if I go left or right (left to right)I always come back to your love
Show me where I belong tonight (all night)Give me a reason to stayNo matter if I go left or right (left to right)I always come back to your love
(Left to right, you like that?)Woah(let's go)Woah(Show me)I always come back to your love (all night)Woah(Uh)Woah (uh)(Left to right)I always come back to your love
Here @ 10:11 AM
Friday, October 22, 2004
I feel so suffocated.......i am tire.......
hmmmmm.....sorry for not updating for so long......i lazy lahz.....yeahz....yesterdae i went to ZOO....well it was fun....but i dun like the SMELL of the animal i need to draw.....IS A COW......omg.......u all can imagine HOW NICE....a cow dung smell.......and after drawing i feel like i am filled wif this smell.......lolz......but amy say no.....lolz......hahaha....well....last few days.....i feel rather depressed.....but lucky.......got him wif me.......lolz...haiz....i just hope the day wont arrive so fast......coz.......i know it will be a hard day.......and......i feel so tire..each time......i lie........u know......I DUN WAN TO.......i really dun......but i cant say the truth.........coz...fact is just too hard to accept........haiz........hmmmmmmm.............well.... i hope we can get over this.....no matter wat.........i wont leave u all....I WONT........i will stay there even if u hate me even if u dun wan me to...even.......u find me irritating...... I JUST WONT LEAVE U all BEHIND.....this is the promise i make to myself.............i wanna cry wif u all i wanna feel the way the u all feel.........i promise......and i wanna tell u......every lie i told u.........it HURTs me DEEP.....i just cant tell u the truth........i am sorry..........pls forgive me........
Here @ 10:46 AM
Friday, October 15, 2004
Wo de zhen xin hua........
hmm.....i got alot of things to write but.....dun know which to write first.....hahaha.....hmmm these few days i am so busy....busy wif assignments.....chiong till 5 am den slp for the UM poster......haiz...and i overslept tat day...got to take a cab.....and guess wat....it costs me $19 from BOON LAY to NYP.....lolz....so ex sia........broke liaoz lor.....hahaha......sianz....i going to start working soon........dun know can cope wif my sch work anot.....haiz......i hope can ba......hmmmm.......u know....i start to like my frenz alot alot......they are all SO GOODzZZZZz......hahaha....i like the way we share our secrets and those lame jokes we haf....LOL......so glad to find u all....<<>> not forgetting an jie oso....hahaha he become one of our sisters liaoz.....hahaha......is just so great to haf u all around me...and brighten up my life....wo tai xing fu le.... =) ..........Wo de zhen xin hua----THKS so much god....hmm...haha....u know....i finally found my Mr. Right......hahaha.......and...i hope my frenz can find theirs too..... hmmm.......i just hope tat the days ahead are smooth and never never never end...... =) hmm....honestly, i sometimes still will thought of my ex.....yahz....coz i once love him very deep before......but the memories of him......is fading away......i am start to forget how he look like.....and everything...only the HURT that i can rmb so clearly.......till now.......i guess i cant forget.....hmm...tats may be the reason why.......i dun wanna get into a relationship......i just dun wanna ill-treat myself againz....one is enough....i dun wan a second one.......i seriously DUN wish is him......i wish he is my last and only one......but....i just need more time....is not i dun believe him....is just the fear inside tat i still cant get rid off..........i wanna love him slowly....i dun wanna rush things....coz i know....once i go too fast....i will lose him easily......i believe he oso may feel the same way as me.....hmm...just dun wanna lose "u".....
Here @ 7:28 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Haiz.......why are human so scary??
hmm.....i realise sth......human are so scary....the scariest creature of all.......they seem to change at any moment....one moment can be so good wif you another moment he/she might be toking bad abt u........haiz........why must ppl put on mask.......dun they feel tire doing so.......dun they feel bad????? haiz........i dun like ppl like tat lor.......i like ppl who are real.....the real self........
Here @ 11:06 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
BORING DAY....but HAPPY DAY too =)
hmm...todae quite sianz lah...coz nv go out ma....heehee...stay at home pei wo de mummy....lolz....she so good bought me ice cream...hahah...yummy...nice nice....(dun jealous)
Well.....hmm....todae tok alot wif amy....and tric jie jie....haha....still to realise sth....I LOVE THEM more and more....=) cant live without them....xie xie ni god...for letting me know them...and be part of them.....THIS IS FATE that bring us together.....lolz....hugzZzZ....we will be there for each other always!!!!!! I PROMISE....got anything must let me know....let me care for u all okok....
Here @ 11:04 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
I am Confuse....hmm am i doing the right thing?? i feel bad =(
Haiz....i dun know why...i suddenly got a feeling tat....i am doing the wrong thing.....hmm...whenever i saw her toking to him or wat....i feel a bit "weird"...and at the same time feel bad too....hmm i dun know lahz....den...is like...hmm how to say...like i should not be close to him....or else i like let "her" down like tat....hmm...i am so confuse....sigh....if i were her....i definitely wont feel good....haiz....wat can i do?? love cant be force.....let fate decide ba......and...i dreamt of him yesterdae nitez againz.... =j
Today...netball was fun....lolz....alot of ppl play todae....i njoy myself alot...haha....but den i hurt my big toe...lolz....so painful now...keke.... go home....was raining so heavily...i dun haf umbrella...so hahahah walk in the rain.....is cold..but hmm fun?? lolz.....now keep on sneezing....die...must haf catch a cold againz...hahaha.....sianz....
Here @ 9:11 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
A New Story....Of my Life......
Once a story end.....another begin....i remember a frenz told me this before....life is full of story...some end wif a happy ending...some end wif a sad ending....but...wat is most important is...he or she is part of your story before.... =) No regret....lolz....oh well...god start to treat PENG well liaoz....i start to live life happier le....maybe becoz of him....i guess....lolz... hee...hee...my dream are getting sweeter....thus...i love to sleep alot nowadays...hope to see u tonight....lolz........ =)
Here @ 12:43 AM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Hui Zhe Chi Ban De Nu Hai
Dang wo hai shi
Yi ge meng dong de nu hai
Yu dao ai bu dong ai
Cong guo qu dao xian zai
Zhi dao ta ye li kai
Liu wo zai yun hai pai huai
Ming bai mei ren neng qu dai
Ta cheng gei wo de xin lai
See me fly I'm proud to fly up high
Bu neng yi zhi yi lai
Bie ren gei wo yong dai
Believe me I can fly I'm singing in the sky
Jiu suan feng yu fu gai
Wo ye bu pa zhong lai
Wo yi bu shi
Na ge meng dong de nu hai
Yu dao ai yong li ai
Reng xin zhen ai
Feng yu lai bu bi kai
Qian xu ba tou di xia lai
Xiang sha ou lai qu tian di
Zhi wei xun yi ge qi ji
See me fly I'm proud to fly up high
Sheng ming yi jing da kai
Wo yao ni zhong jing cai
Believe me I can fly I'm singing in the sky
Ni cheng jing dui wo shuo
Zuo yong gan de nu hai
Wo pan you yi tian neng he ni xiang jian
Jiao ao di dui zhe tian kong shuo shi jie zhe ni de feng
Let me fly I'm proud to fly up high
Sheng ming yi jing da kai
Wo yao ni zhong jing cai
Believe me I can fly I'm singing in the sky
Ni cheng jing dui wo shuo
Zuo yong gan de nu hai
Wo bu hui gu dan
Yin wei ni dou zai
Here @ 12:45 AM
Monday, October 04, 2004
"Breakaway"
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
[Chorus]
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
Here @ 11:40 PM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Haiz......i dun know wat i thinking...i dun understand myself....i am a weird ger...
Ppl say...the only one person who truly understands u....is YOU...yourself....but for me......i dun understand myself at ALL.......i dun know wat i thinking sometimes.......i dun know wat i really wan....i dun know wat are the goals in my life...i dun know the meaning of my life....i dun know....everything...even sch work....i like so lost........haiz........i really dun know lorz............everytime i just trying to escape....ESCAPE AND ESCAPE......and just dun dare to face my problems......i onli know how to avoid AVOID and AVOID..........i lost my courage...i lost my love.....i lost my spirit.....i lost my memories............all i am left wif........is a BLANK mind......a BLANK life.......everything is BLANK.......and i am too tire to start all over again.....
Here @ 1:40 AM
